It sucks here

I'm so sick of the weather here. It's so hot. And it's so humid. And summer is just getting started.

I hate summers here. The humidity is so thick you could cut it with a knife. The sky so monotone grayish/white--I hate it. I miss seeing clouds, and blue skies. Day after day of some weak sunlight that somehow scorches the earth here, humidity to make you think you might be in a rain forest, and then bland colorless skies. Air that smells like smoke or propane. I hate it.

I miss home. I miss home so much. Mom says it's raining there today--but you know it's going to be beautiful after it rains. And it's a comfortable 70 degrees. She said it's humid right now though, because of the rain. It'll get better though. They are going to the cottage for the holiday weekend, and my brother is coming with his two kids too. I don't think the kids have ever been to the cottage--they are going to have a blast.

I am so jealous. So so jealous.